Monday, September 18, 2006
9:23 PM
i dun usually panic during exams but now im like very different..i feel different bout this period of time in my life,i feel damn scared..u know i feel so scared now that i feel my heart trembling and that my tears are gonna come out..i have this very strong fear..it affects me terribly much and i feel like crying..its the prelims time but i realized that i might not make it...i wanna trust in the Lord that i will make it but what am i gonna do?i feel very scared..i feel very weak against the forces of evil..>.< im afraid i'll not do well enuff to go to the course i want..i want God's will to be done..but i feel very scared..my faith is so low that i feel that im definitely gonna fail..i dun even panic during exams and now i am panicking..not only that,im stressing but yet i can't study..when i study,i feel scared and i can't concentrate..i feel the devil is doing this..in the name of JESUS I COMMAND THE DEVIL TO STOP DISTURBING ME!IN JESUS MOST MIGHT NAME AMEN!...*sigh* o levels stress sucks...why do we need to do o levels >.< why can't we juz do semester exams..zzz..pray for my guys..i need lots of prayers..>.<
-jON
-jON
A Gathering of Christians
Dont let anyone look down on you because you are young, but set an example for the believers in speech, in life, in love, in faith and in purity. 1 Timothy 4:12
have your say!!
1) Guoxi and Bryan, that they won't be stressed out by the j2 year ahead
2) Zach, that he'll have a miraculous recovery rate and still get another month mc
3) Dave, that he'll find his divine purpose in his new church and that he'll enjoy quality fellowship and draw even closer to God
4) Ben, that he'll be able to maximise his time for God's glory before he goes into NS
5) Shawn, that he'll pass all his upcoming exams
6) Sam, that he won't have to stay up till too late to finish his assignments
7) Everyone, that we'll be disciplined in doing our quiet time daily :)
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